10 February 2011

Well, today is Igor & I's eight month today.

I do love him.

I do.

It's just that we're on a break right now.

I wanted to take one to be myself more.

I needed some time to myself.

A lot has been going on, and I feel like him and I always fight.

This weekend is my birthday weekend, and monday is my actual birthday.,

So I am really hoping he will do something romantic.

Seeing as my birthday is actually on Valentines day.

I needed some time to be myself again.

I just don't feel like how I used to.

I want to make sure that this relationship is what's best for me.

I want to be with him.

I want to marry him and have kids with him.

We just need to take the right steps so that we can work to make it that far.

I just want us to get along and be happy.

Not just me, but both of us.

So much drama going on at school.

Stupid ass Bria is starting stuff with me.

She threatened to shoot me, and now we have a meeting tomorrow.

EIGHT AM.

Let me clarify, that's before school starts.

Shoot me?

M'kay, thanks.

I had to stay home today for safety reasons.

Yikes, LML.

Anyways, I miss DuBourg so much.

Oh well, there's nothing that can be done about that now.

I have an hour before schools out for igor, so about 45 minutes until I need to leave.

I really got to pee.

I hope everything goes good tomorrow, I'm worried. :(

<3

24 January 2011 3:21 pm

Wow. How do I always manage to space out how often I write to you?

Well, I'm at this new school called Tower Grove.

I miss DuBourg.

Tower Grove is so damn gay.

Seriously, like everyone is either a Jesus freak or ghetto.

Inbetween that is just BORING people.

Did I mention that my boyfriend has been living with me for the passed 7 1/2 months?

Yeah.

Anyways, like I feel so damn bored all the time.

Nothing new ever happens to me anymore.

I do like the same old shit every weekend, and it is just so dull.

There's this cat up for adoption named Tabby & it's wobbly like my cat.

It is so cute.

I feel bad for it.

There's this thing called 10th life, like cats have 9 lives so its supposed to be their tenth.

Whatever.

But it's actually like sweet, for the cats.

So, these like messed up or abused cats can get homes.

It's sad because I feel bad for the kitties and want to adopt them all.

I miss writing so much.

I never get to write anymore.

I miss it, and I have like no privacy, which I need some.

I should be able to write in my Blog like a diary.

I miss those days.

I just feel like i have no privacy with my boyfriend.

He wants to read EVERYTHING & when I say everything I mean EVERYTHING.

A girl needs some things to herself you know?

Anyways, my birthcontrol is all fucked up so I keep spotting.

It's such an issue.

Daddys calling so I gotta go! Write cha later.